Today have been quite boring now..........Been just chatting away with BCYT about nxt yr sitting arrangement.. all the nonsense you could think of... she changed abit la...Bris Childish Young Teenager ahha...

Not going to update much....Going to church tomorrow.

~Bored~

I know that I did not do so well for the test... got that vision since before I took the test. Perhaps, this is God's will for me in Christ Jesus. What to do? Just accept it for it is God best plan for me... he wont harm me therefore, I am just going to trust in him no matter what happens. Nvm... so be it... combined science it shall be. I perhaps do better. Thank God and family for support. But I just disappointed with myself for disappointing them.

I just always have that feeling that I did not try my best... is it just I stressing too much or is it true that its not my best. Ok... I'll just seek comfort somewhere...

I just plan for next year... thats the only thing i can do to start fresh. New friends, new enviroment. Nvm... i just study harder to get to JC. If possible.

Anyway, I went to lan....with Caleb David, johnny boy and Jonathan Wong... Lol... Owned like crazy la... Silencer with base int of 120 with all the kills I got... Got all the int imba weapon. No one can kill me lor... 35-0 that was my frag. No death ... Simply owned... Beastmaster and Drow and POTM ... I used own all the way haha.. .team with david 3 times and 2 times he my enemy.
Shopped for 2 cute keychains... tamp malls area is goodplace to shop...for gifts

~Feeling tired~

Its new year soon... want a new study enviroment... It used to be messy... now I am currently busy packing all my books, tables and etc...

I want a new start... hopefully, a new me. One less playful, more mature and disciplined. I wondering what is up for me next year. It all begins from tomorrow results. I need to do some readjusting... life is quite screw up... thank god for being there. Otherwise... I wonder what would be of me.

Okay, my desk is still messy... Going to pack... off I go. Sorry for the short post... QUite busy and lazy. Need to do many stuff.

~Expressions~

Woke up rather early, went to meet clay, pw, chermel, yiyang, and alast at cp. Went to Katong Pres Church (KPC) Its was rather okay. Late... Had a great lunch... thanks to my teacher who treated us. Okay, quite lazy to update. Off I go.... Tired from all the walking today. Been trying to get pics from friends all over haha.... still haven upload. Maybe some other time. Chatted with andrew, grace, ben, jaime and others... on msn. Many went overseas. Grace's family went to hk... same like me. Did not met... But this holiday is seriously too short.

Time flies... especially when ya having fun. I been having so much fun with church people... so much fun that the holidays went faster than I expected it would. Next yr is coming... time to study all the way... no life indeed I know. Going to quit maple soon. Just need to talk on msn... to relieve stress. Its been the best holidays so far. Camp, Class Chalet, Christmas Celebration, Meeting up teacher and getting a new hp. What more can I ask... its simply to wonderful. Had many new friends, mostly from camp. Friends I would nv forget. Pity, I lost touch with the old friends like the other sec3s from powerhouse. haha... hopefully can catch up. Going to lan with the sec 2 and sec 3. Hmm... yesterday just owned ppl... feeling great now.

I wonder what coming for me next year. Its going to be a fast one for me I believe. I getting back my results on 27th dec. Hopefully, its good news. This is sincerely from my heart. God, regardless of what happens, I commit everything to your hands. For your plans for me is made perfect in your hands. You know what is best for me.. I do not know what best for me. For your ways are always higher than my ways. Been sorry for the past years on being mainly relying on myself. Confession it is. I just pray that the upcoming year, I would be able to make more time for you no matter how busy it is. Even if its just 15mins. Doing QT and reflecting... I learnt alot from you.. thank you for allowing me to know you better. You had answered quite a few of my questions. For that, I am grateful. I ought to treasure those around me. My camp group, my small group of friends whom I trust and my CG. Wonder how's CG going to be like next year.

~Tired~

Yo!... its so fun tonight... had a gathering with my family's cg... there was Jaime, jillain (chilly), bryan, julie-his gf, mike,gab,christel, sharlyn, nicole, one guy from hk and many others. Eated a lot of fruits.. especially strawberry... my favourites. Played our yearly captain's ball....adults vs the youths. Lol... christel, my bro, mike and gab so cute lor... short and running around. Great bonding... since I have not been in touch with jaime, bryan, jill and the others. Lost touch but its great to play captain's ball together... been ages since we last played.

Later, played till 7... points... as usual.. played as defender while the others attack. Jaime= superwoman... as good as 2 male players... their whole family all super fit. It was fun... my dad was the catcher I was supposed to block... damn la... he so tall... managed to block most... the score was 7:6... We won. the youths. Being enchanted rocks. Took many pictures... with jill, the group pic, christel. She so cute lar... same as john. Left early... tomorrow heading to katong pres church... to meet up with some ex teacher of mine. Hmm... what gift should I get? I wonder... maybe meeting km in cp. Sms.. like crazy... guess the singtel had some problems... being spam like crazy... so many ppl sent sms all at one go.

Still miss many friends la... wondering if there's still any more party... I really want to enjoy my last few holidays... haven had much time left... but indeed the best holidays that brought me wonderful memories is still this dec. New friends that I made... funny and cute... all of various character. Will upload the pics asap. Wait for Jaime and Jillain to sent me the pics. Christmas celebration was simply too wonderful. Thanks to God whom had been allowing me to enjoy the remaining of the holidays.

~Merry Christmas~

Okay... finally been back from hk... air there is so smoky .... now having bad cough. Overall... bought many pants and shirt... and some nonsense toys. Will upload pictures if I have the time. One only regret is I missed church today... they had some christmas party today... heard bryan brought cake but only 3 slices were being ate... lol... Clara made brownies... too bad not in church to try them... since its rare that she make brownies... haha.. perhaps some other time. Going to mix around with the sec2 by going to lan shop to play dota... Raenes already lv 41 and wanni lv 37 le in maple... crap la... I am so going to chiong with 2x exp. Add me if you are playing maple BEnchantedG

So in love with church ppl... okay... gtg.. update more later. Getting a new phone soon. Finally, I am celebrating christmas nt with my family's cg but with some other friends. Hopefully can stay over at my friends house.

~Christmas is Coming~

People, I will be in hk till 23dec... Continue to tag... Thanks PPL.
Have a wonderful Christmas...

For in the day of trouble

He will keep me safe in his dwelling;

He will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle

And set me high upon a rock.



In this few days of worries, desires, uncertainty and results... all this Lord, I surrender all that I am, all that I have.. all to you. Things are beyond my control, all are in your hands. With prayer, come assurance. All I ever need to have is nothing but fear of you, God for fear is made complete in You.

9What has been will be again,

what has been done will be done again;

there is nothing new under the sun.

18For with much wisdom comes much sorrow;

the more knowledge, the more grief.

Been spending more time with church friends in powerhouse. Went to church yesterday... spend time worshipping and listening to ppl sharing about what they had learnt during camp. After which we spent our time as usual... some yearly captain's ball game haha...it was fun... but i was careless... ended up injuring myself haha... Blood was bleeding, not profusely but continue for some time... its a problem of my blood not clotting fast but slow. Thats beside the point... playing captain's ball was for the bonding and fun. Not about who wins or lose. I enjoyed myself... its where I feel I am who I am haha...

Went to changi Airport for dinner. There're quite a few who went for dinner together. Bryan, tim, clara, jo, qing and many more hahaha... about 15. Spent time there till 22:30pm. Was just chatting around with tim,jo,clara, serene and caitlin. quite fun group of ppl they are. I went home alone by bus 27. Thanks to jeff for his concern about me finding my way home appreciate it very much.... Been smsing him during the whole bus trip. He's serious at times and sometimes not haha...

Actually, I did not want to go to church today... it was someone who somehow encouraged me to come and get my priority right. I am glad I came to church today. hmm....a shining light in the darkness. Anyway, the message today was very relevant. Someone also challenged me to seek God once again to walk the right path. Going overseas with my family from 19th to 23th dec. I would miss christmas service. I miss powerhouse in short. Too bad I would not be able to make it. Nvm, the gifts & cards for most people, I have passed it to someone. She would help me pass it on 23rd of dec, sunday haha...

I been smsing many ppl this month. Learnt many stuff from friends... especially from camp. Jeff... been teasing me about sharon ... lol... continuously on the bus haha... but its over haha.. had much fun in dec. hmm... few more ppl birthday coming up. Jaime's on the 20th and Michael on the last day of dec.

Tomorrow is my test... a important one. I decided to commit it into God's hand. For what can be done had already been done. I did my best and the rest is up to God. Thats was another reason I came to church today. Surrendering all my worries, desires and everything just to him.

To 2 special friend who I trust a lot- caleb and shining light. Thanks alot for your encouragement, learnt lots from you ppl and had much fun with you two. Continue to keep in touch.

Shining Light: "Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your father which is in heaven." Matthew 5:16

Thankful spirit: "I will give thanks to the lord according to the righteousness and I will sing praises to the name of the lord most high." Psalm 7:17

~Stars are light amidst the darkness~

Watch out.... I am coming....
I listening to the mice story.... quite interesting. I am payin attention

Hmmm... the height is just nice... what is bryan hiding behind for?
My legs are aching.... let me seat like them... so many pple.... standing... destin, barry, rach, grace, clara, melissa and JOHNNY BOY hahaha
Shim Brothers......
Its disgusting .... we are wet...

Gab and Dennis
Glenn... poor thing... getting beaten up.... by grace and rach
God plz.... save me.....
We are the cool mice... isnt that so?

Jeanette and marrianne

Adeline and Sharon
Charlie's Angel- aint we cute?
Performance over... time to slack....
Jillain.... whr is your face....
Clara (star) and Melissa... laughing non-stop... our performance is just simply funny

This are more pics.... haha... I not in most but my team member s are haha... sian... feeling quite sick... worst compared to camp... Pray that I will recover hahaa..... So much for being enchanted.... been smsing many ppl.. Camp feeling is just so fun. Smsing .... Daryl, Clara (stardust) haha... still got caleb... david... msn tim... so many... hw i wish camp could be extended hahaha.....

Camp Comm
POWERHOUSE CAMP PHOTO
BUBU, Jeanette, GLenn
Jeanette (my beloved CGL) & Sharon... my mortal haha
The "older" ones in powerhouse haha.... so united

Grace, caitlin and serene.... all enjoying the ice cream.... its nice indeed
Auntie Janet... thank you so much.... jaime and jillain (beside)
Jeff and Bubu (darius) haha.... everyone is enjoying
Time of quiet and peace... Bryan leading worship
The mystery of how Bubu got murdered

After eating pizzza.... time for photos
Hmmm... how did bubu died?
Everybody is listening for instructions... Captain's balll is coming up haha
PLayed Captain's ball with chicken, grapes and apple, banana... all sorts of weird stuff
Left to right..... caitlin, clara, grace, desiree

Caryl and Josiah
Cheryl and MARIANNE ! hahaa....
Look who are they pointing at? John, birthday boy haha
Camp photo.... everyone is small hahah (above)

See the one holding the microphone? I'm her angel haha....she's Sharon

Grace's sis.
Poor Jeanette Doing Admin work.....
jillain.... jump higher and further... jia you!
Caleb haha... grow taller... my good friend
Camp commandant on the (left)

Grace, philadelphia leader, sharon's sis haha... (above)

PIzza Time- Thanks to Auntie Janet.

Glenn- my ex- leader in judea haha.... gave me the name

Enchanted Barry hahah
Clara- (right) aka stardust haha... enjoying the pizza
Look at Clara and Grace behind the tree defending the board.... David is indeed smart.
Just took a random pic haha... still got many more pics.... and video which I will post later haha... pictures from facebook by tim's mum.

Hmmm... so many pictures.... I lazy to post all.... hmm... Day by day I will post a little... Waiting to receive my sec3 group pic and group photo... Yeah... In short Philadelphia rocks la..... Wrote my christmas cards to my group and friends.... Did not write a lot... only to a few people though haha.... GET REAL! 2007 Camp rocks.... so many wonderful memories. As I said, Powerhouse is a special group of friends that bring much joy to my life haha....

I so in a holiday mood and camp mood. This a feeling I have not experience for some time you know... came to know of some things haha.. As you know christmas is coming and I too lazy to write cards. But still, I would find time to write christmas cards to people from philadelphia and my CG mates and of course my sec3 friends.

Clara & Raenes: tag more often haha plz. ty.

Anyway, just a notice instead of using EVERLASTING I am going to Change to the Enchanted Barry haha... its something of what I am known in powerhouse haha... Cool name. I like it though.

~filled with love!~

Yoyo Youth Camp!
Yoyo wats up!

This would be a super wordy post... hopefully, I would get the pictures asap from my church friends. Hooray!

Oh my goodness this year camp was so super fun sia... Out of crossover, O2 (only one), thy kingdom come and lastly this year's Gε† ŔεãІ, this year was the best camp haha... Want to know why, its been where God's been real to me. I'm in philadelphia quite a cool name. Grace was my group leader haha... a super nice and funny one. Glenn and Clara were also in my group and the cutest of all is john the p6 boy. Amazingly, those whom I guessed were in my group were all expected haha... I've been with Glenn since last year, this year's leader Grace and the first leader of mine was Sharon. Lol... all related. Grace and Sharon are sisters while Glenn is their cousin. Glad Glenn managed to come for camp... he's been overseas and haven seen him for some time haha... he someone I'll never forget in my life. know why, he gave me something which would be attached to me forever I supposed haha. I be going around and PUMPING people's faces etc.... caught it from Grace whom passed around to the whole of powerhouse. Its been so much fun lor... all the teasing and games.

Enchanted Barry, stardust (Clara) and many others haha... lazy type all. I so in love with my group members la... they left a rather deep impression on me. Grace, Clara and Glenn haha. They've been quite encouraging and also I respect them alot haha... though I teased and joke around with them. Its feels so great to be loved by the group. Its not something that can be experienced anywhere. camp is just a great bonding sessions. I never expected myself to be talking to the elder ones like the next year's J2. haha... I am now .... be it school friends, outside friends from tuition or whatever, the one that I feel most comfortable is always church friends. Its this christian love that makes me feel so great. anyway, feel very tired physically and mentally. Its great to be back on track i suppose haha... at least I managed to do something that been in my heart for 10 years. Its feels great. Anyway, got to thank matt la...he really been a good encourager boost my confidence somehow... my voice now is so gone la... my normal voice cant even shout now... talk like people nearby cant even hear. Just pray that God would help me recover my voice. Must learn someday to project my voice sia... Too soft...

~Magical Forest~

Yesterday did not even bother blog... slept for 20hours... skipped lunch and went for breadfast at 7am. Super refreshed. Hmm... class chalet was rather fun especially the last night when Mr Tan came to our class chalet. If not for him... I think I would just be slacking and doing nothing le. Played truth or dare a game which have not been played for quite some time haha.... learnt how to play some card-related games. Stomach does not feel weird anymore with all the mixtures of teas and carbonated drinks. Got to thank those who organise the chalet. Time flies quite fast and slow during that day, wonder why. Shouldnt is be time fliese when ya having fun haha... But still I am glad that time flew slow when I was having fun haha... Thank God for the fun I had.

Questions asked were all the same just with some variation. Lol.. wonder why would they ask about my url again.... Oh crap... got to go and pack my stuff for camp. It sure be fun though, hopefully better than what I had experience. Its from 7~11th guess i would not be updating for some time... Hopefully the camp photos would be quickly distributed. Woot... waiting for monday night... Captain's Ball the whole night. Wonder who would I be bunking with and my camp group members. Last time I was in judea with many fun friends. Hmm.. Glenn my leader is overseas, so I dont know the arrangement. Hmm.. this year camp com is somehow the same haha... I sure hope the Lord will Continue to blesss them with his love and give them comfort. Tomorrow heading to church to board the bus.

Hope can remain in my current class after taking the test. For God will make a way when there's seems to be none.
1 Thessalonians 5:16~18: "16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."

Sarah: continue to tag... haha... dont sms me... my hp would be confiscated during camp haha... 5days not using of my handphone...
People... continue to tag... I just reply when I come back. See ya off to pack my stuff.

~Powerhouse rawks~

Sunday church for rather fun, watch a disturbing movie part of how jesus was crucified. Wow... the scene is simply.... but still watched through. Christ Jesus love for us cannot be compared to anything. Its too deep that he died for us...

Guilty that CG was not properly carried out... hope thy lord would forgive me. Class chalet already started... waited some time for them to allow us to enter the chalet.... read the book of nehemiah.

Okay gtg.... HOpe to go chalet at noon around 3 ba.... Hope God would make a way for me.

~Get Real-(Powerhouse Camp)~